~Friends~

Friends is part of my life and hav added lots of spices to my life... sweet sour bitter spicy.... But sometimes i really don know wat friendship means to me.. wat are friends to me????

Since young at primary school due to my chidish attitude and even worse teachers pet + monitor authority i start to hav false frens... frens who jus wan to befriend me to avoid any kind of misfortune... n after graduating don hav much true frens... N this prevail on me to change... to change my bad attitude my prince like behaviour...

In secondary school, due to some small misunderstanding, i started a three years long cold war with my best frens... N we never talk for three years... N those time was the worst memory of my secondary life... I cried everyday in my room... Well u might say i'm a cry baby but i'm not afraid to admit it... Haha really childish hor??? haha...But before i transfer we manage to repair the damage done... Although the dark memory will still forever remain with me.

After tat when i transfer to my new school, i realise tat this is an golden opportunity for me to turn over a new leaf to start a new life... The first few weeks was unbearable... I was alone when i transfer although some of my classmates were very friendly n approach me first, they r still new to me... So sometime i still feel the loneliness the isolation.. Slowly i assimilated into 5I gang n get accepted... Well first time i feel the word friends..

Well i'm sure a lucky person as when i step in UCSI i had another gang of friends ,a new group of playful talkative happy-go-lucky buddy... They really make my study in UCSI colourful well let me use a quote from TK "It has been a great time to come across u all in my life Its a perfect piece in the puzzle of my memory " well with a bit amendment from me...

Not forgetting my frens from GRSS chinese orchetra... They r my comrades n will owes be hope all of them will never forget me n friends forever...

Well actually the purpose of this post is sometimes i jus get frustrated... I feel tat although i hav lots of wonderful frens... But i still don belong to any gang... I don hav much who i can call "si dang" ( best buddy) those who i can hang around with anytime with jus a call... but then i feel really empty sometimes...... Especially when i'm in Kuching. Well who can tell me why??? Do everyone need frens??? Why do we need friends???

Ok since i post this about frens... I wan to use this chance to thank my best fren Daniel... He has supported me through some of my darkest hour... Given me help selflessly.... Thank you Daniel.... Cya in UCSI

PS: Some of my frens not included in the photo... Wait other time hehe... TOO many very difficult to fit in haha