Chemical Relationship

Friends???? Wat r friends???

Let me explain in a chemical way.

Friendships are like bonds, chemical bondings eg ionic, covalent or jus weak polar bonds. Bonds are formed to achieve stability. ( or maybe it's wat it seems to be)

Don be greedy: one atom cannot forms thousands and thousands of bond with others atom. If u insist it might jus be a weak polar bonds which will break when u r far enough.

Sometimes to form new bonds, old bonds need to be broken.

Some bonds are just like ionic bonds they can quickly form new bonds with other ions when the ions have stronger attractions.

Covalent bonds are strong. But can we maintained it?? It requires a equal sharing of electrons between the two atoms or the bond might be disrupted. It's difficult cos the atoms might not have equal electronegativity and hence causing an uneven share of electrons.

Although the stronger it seems, for example a double covalent bond, it's still susceptible to some agents like electrophiles.

Hence as my conclusion, bonding are unreliable. To achieve a true state of stability, it's better to be a Group 8 elements, not depending on others to achieve stability.

Blog -reactivated-

After a long time inactivity, a sudden urge got me on this site to post something....

Finally i finish my UCAS application n my personal statement... headache n frustration keep clinging on to me... I made 5 important choices of my life the universities that i would like to go...
It was a tough choice but frens pray for me so i would be accepted....Really looking forward to a life as a pharmacist....

Today, i went shopping at Sunway.. with four girls n i the only guy alone... pity me hor??? but well they help a lot giving me advice n pointing out some nice stuff tat i missed.... the true i would say motivation behind the mass shopping spree... bought lots spend lots but satisfied ... at least i din wasted a day for nothing... I bought
1 Long jean trousers
2 Short pant which Lay Yin strongly recommend
3 A polo shirt sure Daniel will yell at me
4 A scarf for my mum birthday... Reasonable price n the best one i can find
5 A white tie for Daniel... a late brithday present which we both struggle with
6 A vest for formal occasion
7 A long sleeve formal shirt with stripes
8 A tie for myself

Wow wat a harvest... haha..... but due to the slow connection in my hostel i won post any photo regarding this money draining experience

I been lazy to write anythin since months ago.. cos i feel tat i cant cope with my studies d.... with my extra hobby in guzheng which i want to improve it further.... further improvement requires extra time... haiz.... so have to give up something for the better good (wow wat a say).. N thanks to Daniel n Fadhil i'm now officially House addicted. ( for those who don know House is wat... check with wikipedia... it's a series...) So my time no more

N coming event... next sunday we having a Campfire.... organized by us the buddhist youth... so will be busy.... then trial exam coming fast... feeling the tension n prom nite... n holiday at the end of the year.... Still a long way to tat....I will try my best to post something once in a blue moon haha

Meeting TK..

TK aka Tou Kou hehe came from Penang for his holiday but jus for a few days... So after class today we went midvalley to meet him n his frens...

A few things worth mentioning here is...

First, our KTM again was delayed for more than half an hour, is it again cos of sheer bad luck??? Haiz... n the KTM driver seems a bit inexperienced haha cos he or she brake too early before reaching the supposed-to-be stopping site.... Scary... Luckily we managed to reach midvalley with our lives... hehe

Next, we had a dinner but it seems more like a high tea cos the food is so little tat u can see the bottom of the plate... Sweat... I am hungry d... haiz.. n it cos me eleven sth for a mee with meat.... Strongly don recommend...

Thirdly, we bought 36 Big Apple Doughnut all together.. scary??... we actually provide delivery service right to ur door n fresh somemore... haha.. We can register into the UCSI book of record for the most doughnut bought once d haha... N Big Apple doughnut will hav a promotion starting next month when u buy 12 free 6 n buy 6 free 3... A wonderful offer right... Go rush for it... The offer only valid until 31st of Aug... Hey Kuching frens lets go for the doughnut at The Spring hehe...

Fourthly i had the worst drink in my life... The ad looks nice n much bigger... I ordered a cup of fresh wheatgrass shot... N i was indeed shot or shocked as the drink was jus a small miniature cup of really freshly grounded pure wheatgrass extract with no addition of any chemicals artificial flavours n even sugar... I can say tat it is really really healthy but it almost chocked me to death as it is highly concentrated... The taste still stay in my gut until now sweat... Wan sth healthy try this n taste the fresh nature flavour... Well how to describe the taste... It had a strong aroma but initially it taste bitter but later the choking taste filled ur whole mouth but at tat instance u can sense sweetness, pure sweetness of the grass....

N last but not least really pai se to TK lo.... Ok the story started once upon a time i bought lots of bee pang from Kuching for my frens in the Peninsular... They luv it or should i say addicted to it n grew strong affinity to it since the first time they ate hehe... So i brought like about 10 packets

n purposely left one for TK after distributing the others... But eventually i forgotten about it n thought i miscalculated n wanted to treat others... N the story ends with i regretting tat i forgotten about it so sorry TK.... haiz...

JPA Junior-Senior Interact Session.....Part 1

Finally got some time to blog again...

Last Thursday.... We had a JPA senior junior game session.... to torture the juniors haha but the main purpose is to get to know them interact with them n we seniors had spent lots of time to plan it.... But i'm also one of the seniors being tortured.... Haha but willingly...

Lets the photo explain it all.... Taken by a pro photographer hehe.....

One of the station is to solve Sudoko but the different part is the numbers r obtained after a series of obstacles..

One of the crazy station to go thru a series of obstacles n the finalle is to turn in rounds until the centripetal force get the fluid in ur ears to be in inersia causing u to lost imbalance... Sobz... I fell down twice n it really hurts ok.... Blame EG for tat haha

DAN station to cover ur face with specific theme drawings up to 50% with water colour....Pity the juniors but i think it will surely leave a deep memory in them haha a crazy deed indeed haha

Another station to pass rubber bands with straw while going thru obstacles again physically draining us.... Luckily we managed to succeed while alive haha

Dan don be too jealous Dudu jus doing it to win the game nothing else... hehe

Charade guessing long sentences from drawings....

Wow no choice but to split into two parts the photo keeps on failed to be uploaded n i am too sleepy d haha

Blogging again....

Well... (i notice tat i really like to use well) haha... It's been more than a week n this is a i should say rest for the glycolysis n Krebs cycle to take place...(tomorrow bio test)...after a hearty high carbohydrate contain meal...

It's been a week since i last blog n an eventful saturday drained my energy... Sungai Wang, Times Square n Pavillion all in one day... Well it was a total rush with no visible or physical evidence of shopping.... I came back with jus a tin of free isotea... which tasted nothing like tea... But well the main motive behind this adventure is to meet frens from kuching which is just our second meeting after all of us came to KL...packed with assignments n different free slot might be a good excuse...( too much CSI) haha

The day kicked off with a time wasting shuttle n KTM wait under the torturing hot sun jus after a Chem class...the eventful adventure is jus about to start but our bat ( Dan Wan Hui n me) is already half drained... Not a promising sign for a successful shopping hunt... After a lunch in a i think haunted theme cafe...(gasoline) quite nice

Then i would say i almost had a cardiac arrest due to a sudden shock of missing wallet.... Anyone tat never been thru this kind of trauma would hav a difficulty understanding in... My IC ATM card everything inside... I retraces my steps n hear the angel of misfortune calling me... I had to call to my mum to report the lost.. This will surely earn lots of trouble... But before the angel of misfortune call me instead i was found by two kind hearted angel who was turning in circles to find me with my IC... Wow really thankful to them...Great thinking plus detective skills n utmost kindness of them reunite me with my wallet... Phew....

Before recovering from the shock, i or i should say we was in chaos as we tried our very first time to take pic in a game centre with a Japan photo snapping machine... Since none of us actually can understand a word in Japanese... We took our pic without realising it haha....N decorated our photo in a rush due to the fact tat we didnt know tat there is a timer... Sweat....

We went hunting for clothes after tat with Wen Li with the biggest ... N then one more thing worth mentioning.... The very first time i see living models... well they act like puppet but really cool .. They change pose every some short interval.... Spectators were taking pic with them but some irritating people tool their once in a life time chance to make fun of the model.. Pity them....

Well no pic for this post as my stupid phone cant seem to be able to connect to the com.... N need to stop writing d....tomorrow got bio test wed got maths quiz fri got chem test n sun got guzheng class again... plus my addiction to CSI... Haiz... Another 24 hours per day might help out..... N perhaps an end to my headache n health problem....

Weekend happiness

Wow finally weekend again hopefully i won mess it up with laziness n sloth....



Well it's been a tiring week especially with me getting sick for two days acute viral nasopharyngitis or known as common cold haha... Well i diagnose it my self cos of the symptoms sneezing, sore throat, running nose, cough, tiredness n headache... i slept the whole day n skip two lectures... haiz.... but really cannot make it... Luckily i managed to recover with speed of light haha..



Today we went shopping a midvalley with a crazy gang... wa we actually walk for nearly 7 hours n with victorious result of a shirt for myself n a JACKET n also a youthful formal shirt for my dad ( since i never ever bought anything for him... kind of a shame).... I was the fashion consultant haha.... my advice was most needed by the others.. well actually we all turn into fashion expert n in turn we help out each others with excellent advice...



But most important i really happy cos i bought a new jacket which i had been hunting for ages... N most importantly i luv it a lot.. It cost 103.20 n i only bought it after much struggle n comparison... N it's in white hopefully i can manage to take care of it hehe...

Wat u think??? Nice??Yeng??? Suits me???? Worth it?? Any comments??hehe

Then we bought Big Apple doughnut before leaving for our night time snack sure will increase lots of calories... Tomorrow must go gym cut down some...

Now for my next week resolution of course is catching up with my studies a bit left behind d... Haiz... but i will still try my best in completing my resolutions don wan to lose to someone else.. N also finish my homework in time n keep strictly to my new time table... Yeh.... must succeed in order to get results tat i will be proud of... N also frens in Kuching i'm going back on 14th of Aug Hooray cos initially i was disappointed when i heard some rumours on the very short holiday which turns out to be 9 dayssss Yeh.... well at least it's sufficient for me to go back n hav a look at my worst concern GRSSCO

Stress..... Heavy load on my shoulders

Ah..... the hectic life is really taking toll off my health... My headache start to haunt me again... I don know how to continue coping with my studies plus other responsibilities... Maybe i'm jus not as strong hearted as others.. I cant take it... How am i able to finish my studies??? I really want to work hard but sometimes i jus feel like giving out... All this stress n pressure.. if only i hav another 24 hours... Haiz maybe i rest before continueing... Like wat someone say to me before rest is to go a longer journey.... Maybe a little bit of optimism will help to save me.. but frens how to be optimistic when u r scared of even thinking about the future???

Dhamma Class- The Five Precepts

Ok now for all frens this post contain Buddhism... sth i learn a few days ago in our BuddY weekly dhamma class.... The Five Precepts.. Jus wanna share.. i learn a lot from dhamma class n hopefully i will able to apply them in my daily life. This is my first time getting close to Buddhism although i hav been a "Buddhist" for 19 years i never knew about the Four Noble truth n the noble eightfold pathway...

The following are the five precepts (pañca-sikkhāpada) or five virtues (pañca-sīla) rendered in English and Pali:

I undertake the training rule to abstain from taking life.
Pāṇātipātā veramaṇī sikkhāpadaṃ samādiyāmi.

I undertake the training rule to abstain from taking what is not given.
Adinnādānā veramaṇī sikkhāpadaṃ samādiyāmi.

I undertake the training rule to abstain from sexual misconduct.
Kāmesu micchācāra veramaṇī sikkhāpadaṃ samādiyāmi.

I undertake the training rule to abstain from false speech.
Musāvāda veramaṇī sikkhāpadaṃ samādiyāmi.

I undertake the training rule to abstain from drinks and drugs that cause heedlessness
Surā-meraya-majja-pamādaṭṭhānā veramaṇī sikkhāpadaṃ samādiyāmi.

Taken from Wikipedia

From wat i remember, the five precepts r as guidance to wat we should avoid then a higher level than tat to do the five virtues which is the opposite of wat tat is abstained in the five precepts.. Like for the second precept don steal, we should give generously to those in needs, then for fourth, we should only say the truth..

Ok now in details

For the first precept, well basically i'm jus quoting n recall wat i had previously learn well i was inspired to take less meat after realising tat those poor animals are tortured n killed for us... It's like a chain reaction.. we eat they are killed... According to the speaker, a fren of hers used to be a butcher, people who slaughter animals... told her tat the animals really cried before they r slaughtered.. it's a really sad scene as the animals also hav feeling they can sense the blood n knew tat that is their fate... Try to think about tat... U live to be killed??? I hope i can really persist on reducing my meat intake both for my health n also those poor animals.. well this is really up to us... Remember we hav choices to choose from.. Oh ya a tip reminded by my roommate.. pandan leaves repel cockroach..

Second not to steal well she told us tat buying pirated cds is also a form of stealing n it's breaking the five precept cos no point lying about tat but then she said it still up to us on how much we want to do, how far we wish to take it.. Oh ya try to lend a hand to those in need...

Thirdly sexual misconduct well she say it also includes all the sixth sense ( In Buddhism mind is the 6th sense).. so don overdo anything, don overindulge in watever tat will harm our senses..

Fourthly the not lying well... not lying i will try my best to haha... Oh ya.. there are a simple rule to follow when we wan to say sth, first is it a truth then is it beneficial to us n others if we say it out? third say it at correct time n last say it out of compassion not for fun or revenge.. N also for gossipers, a reminder gossip hurts other n urself too.. so don gossip n write bad things about others too.. it will build up bad karma n also sth interesting in Pali gossip is samphappalapa (hope i got the spelling correct) it jus sampah bla bla bla... nice right?? (sampah means garbage n bla bla signifies nonsense)

Fifth haha easy one don ever ever take drugs never ever go near to drugs... N smoking also is against it... FYI it only takes one week of smoking for addiction... So STAY AWAY from it never try out of curiosity n i hate smokers haha

Well all this five precepts is only to guide us to train us to become a better person n it's still up to us to follow or not... Remember we r not forced to follow it we can choose either to or not.. N try it n if it doesn't suit u, u hav a choice to not follow it... N do everything out of good intention.. N a simple teaching to remember

Avoid Evil
Do Good
Purify ur mind..

Settled down n blogging again

Well it's been one week since i left kuching... I can just say tat it is super tiring drained all my energy, i was completely exhausted by friday well cos of a few very important event happen...

Firstly before i left KCH, my school co having problem, internal problem hence consume my whole sat morning n afternoon.. hopefully it had settled d cos I'm really sad to see grssco becoming like tat, a no longer united co like sand... Gambateh to all... hope to see CO flourish again n i believe there is still some ground for optimism considering tat all of us in co are linked by music n nothing happen can separate us.... Please understand this ( TO CO MEMBERS)

Secondly the hectic lectures start again with an breakneck pace which i almost cant catch my breath... with the infinity homework my blogging time has to be reduced... hehe to all my friends out day please make sure i don slack nudge me thru msn to make sure i study.... Bio Phy n Che unit 4 n 5 really required total effort or else i won get the result i wan n definitely not my dream uni in UK..

Thirdly, my guzheng exam is jus around the corner building up pressure on my shoulders as the exam date is when my A Level unit 3 result is going to be released... well so much for playing for fun... i need daily practice for the exam pieces if i wan to get near to distinction..

Fourth n last but not least my best fren birthday on last friday 4th of July, the Independence day of USA... well i used up my whole week to create a video for him a video with pic n birthday wishes from all frens... i started late tat's why i need to burn midnight oil to finish the big project.. Plus this my first attempt on window movie maker but luckily Daniel luv it... haha so all the effort pays out really well, satisfying..

Ok time to stop slacking.. unless i put in my effort i'm really going to be left far behind even my roommate is studying now n i'm still with this blog??? better resist this temptation.. Daniel u din tell me tat blogging contains addictive... ah....

Happy Birthday Daniel

Before i sleep one post dedicated for u, my best fren daniel
The 10th way of wishing u happy birthday
十全十美.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Second last day of my honeyweeks in Kuching

Well today a few things work out surprisingly n well haha although initially it didnt.

First i got a suprise call from my da ge Terrence when i was almost going out to get a haircut to hav a late lunch with him n some other frens who i have not met since i came back... I had a cool spirit nice name right?? Well it's jus a cup of 7up with mint syrup sweat.... we chat for almost an hour... it was a pleasant chat as we catch up with each others... n also as i din expect to hav a chance to meet them before going back.

After tat i went to hav a haircut from my cousin newly opened salon.. at Padungan called cutter cove... he say it picture a hairsylist cutting hair at the beach well the salon was in orange colour like sunset suit the theme... i am very satisfied with the haircut n will definitely return there when i come back... N to my utmost surprise he has been a hairstylist since he left school for six years d... wow experienced n i also notice some of his cert on his excellence in hairstyling on the wall..

My guzheng teacher also gav me a surprise by teaching me the grade 7 zhan tai fung in half an hour walao.... she say jus to give me an exposure so tat when i learn tat song i won be facing too much difficulties... but really this song really demanding in both technique n speed.. I learn sao yao today a tech tat require u to strike the strings fast n repeatedly strum on another one string.. Well it was tiring but i feel really satisfied although it cost me 50 per hour n all together RM 200... OMG...

Dinner of lots of seafood hehe was my request before i went back to my mum.. At first she was occupied with her job tonite but luckily we still managed to had a wonderful dinner... But the photo i will post tomorrow cos i left my camera in the car n my parents oredi in deeeep sleep d.
We had oyster omelet, fried crab, foo chew mee, butter squid, sambal prawns, belacan kangkong hehe it was nice but the crab a bit small... sob not like wat nodame had eaten....

Don wan continue liao.... too long d... wan to rereread my harry potter haha...

Temptation to blog

Well cant resist the temptation to post this....

After reading sth inspiring, well i dedicate this blog to my FRENSSS lots n lots of them
Actually after the last emo post on frens i wanted to post sth in case some people with their ever dreaming mind might interpret wrongly wat i mean...

I am really happy to hav lots of wonderful frens to be with me ... the reason behind my previous post is because i get frustrated asking my frens out but then it's not their fault too.. after much calm thoughts i realise tat there is nothing to feel frustrated at all... Frens r frens .... once frens forever frens... They r really busy not tat they don wan to meet me... haha... Not the quantity of gathering tat matters is the quality...

I'm proud to hav lots of fren yeh tat's wat i dare to say.... Let me get a list of frens haha all very close one... Since primary school i admit i'm a jerk but at least i hav loooong lasting friendship since then... i lov my frens n i know they also feel the same.... I care for my frens n i hope they can feel it... Well if u don feel it maybe i need to care about u more or i jus don like u..... Primary school frens some had keep contact with me since then... N some had even forge a much long lasting friendship with me haha candidate no 1 Chong Yee Chyn my best phone buddy... Then Wui Pang although loong time no see ( will be meeting him this fri hopefully ) My ex best fren i should say tat... Foo Ning, Lee Theen, Yu Chan, Kim Kian, Sally, Kien Quan,... This is not a list on who i know but who i regard as frens...

Secondary school although i admit tat i had some bad memory but still the lovely funny one still outnumbered those sad....I still remember my st john friends who we went camp together those frens who u march under the hot sun together, those frens who u march with under the rain... those memory will etched deeply in me... So not forgetting my best secondary pal Alvin, Jia Ying, Yun Ning, Hui Hui, Siaw Hoong, Kien Wei, Thik Hui, we will surely be laughing at all the stuff we done in sungai tapang... N sth to clarify i transfer school mainly due to the quality n i had done the right decision.... not because of my frens.... they hav nothing to do with it so spare them out... haha

Then Green Road secondary school wow i will hav a very loooong list but i will keep it on although it's 1.30 am d... I met wonderful frens as i say frens who i lov to call frens here.. they r different but i din say better or worse... They spice up my life.... They r Ei Chi ( the artist) Wen Li ( my sis) Ruth, Marvin, Diana, Siang Ling, Milton, Cindy( among the first who approach me, Allan haha my si dui tao used to be ..., Gordon, Deborah, Sze Min, Fanny, Ying Ying, Terrence( my da ge) Hou Kee ( currently in russia), Ee hung, Wern Thing, Jason, Yun Yew, Sharina, Kok Ping, Priscilla ( my ex monitor), Phyllis, hope i din miss anyone out...

N also my orchetra frens... jenny, Lydia, Michelle, Chon Fan, Calvin, Ka Kiong, Catherine, Hui Shin, Doris,... ( OMG i really no need to sleep d haha), Suk Ying, Siaw Fung, Foo Yong, Li Chern, Fang Che, Fang Yii, Fang Ming, Xing Jing, Gui Fei, John, Lorinda,... OMG still hav lots of senior n junior roo pai se too looong d hav to stop haha sorry if i din include some of u... U r also my wonderful comrades cos i also hav to include my Yi Zhong CO frens... They r also really kind adorable frens another type of frens i say... Chui San, Xi Mei, Jia Jun, Johnson, Hua Shi, Yi Ping, Xiao Shi, n lots more lahaha

OMG another group of frens i forgot to mention ah this group of frens very special cos they don belong to any group tat i had mentioned. They r like Kee Xian la,..... Jazhela la n those Cadas frens whom i forgot their name liao pai se... Leon ......

Now my UCSI frens this one i don wan list cos u know who u r haha... If anyone of u read this blog.... cos too many d... i hav CCS frens, JPA 1 fren, JPA 2 fren, JPA 3 n hostel one somemore n also jus recently get to know one like Sin Ru, TK, Wei Chian,... ah who else oh... haha

Well i actually jus wan to show off all my frens cos they r really meaningful to me.... N i'm proud to befriend with them... So all those in UCSI hope u won mind tat i din list u out.. too much d... I will also hold to this friendship as hard as i hold to all my other frens....

N finally jus wan to say sorry for the last post about frens cos some of my frens thought i wrote about them well... Haha at first yes but no more.... I will cherish those memory n i won be ashame to share it out cos I HAV WONDERFUL FRENS>>

FRIENDS R SOMEBODY TAT HAD SHARE MOST OF UR LIFE WITH US SO TREASURE THEM OR U MIGHT LOSS THEM FOREVER... i won loss them haha... cos now i hav handphone n also laptop haha

A summary of my recent life

Well don wan to lose to my frens also... They started blogging after viewing my blog.. alvin @ myskyhigh.blogspot.com... then sally also started too... although don know her link... it's like a chain reaction like wat dan say haha...

Today lots of pleasant surprise firstly CE help me accomplish a long unfinished mission but cannot say much here then my kuching guzheng teacher started teaching me Xue Shan Chun Xiao ( direct translation Snow Mountain Approaching Spring) Tat my loooong dream to learn it... Although she say it jus for an exposure to me so tat when i reach grade eight i won suffer too much.... At nite went to 7th mile Pasar Malam ( for those who r not living in Kuching, it's like my old hometown a small place, a town - aka Kota Sentosa) with some frens n frens frens haha was blur all nite listening to them about their old school haha.... Finally i receive a surprise call from Hou Kee... a fren who went to Russia for medic... I thought i won be able to meet him as maybe i won be back in aug.. so.... but well haha chuan dao chiao tou zhi ran zhi... liu an hua ming you yi chun haha hope i din use wrongly...

I finally got the Zhu Hun performance photo... N on Sun my co ( chinese orchestra) fren came to my house for a celebration party... i can only use one word to describe them noisy... wow they were obstreperous n chaotic... luckily the neighbours din complain.. but well we enjoyed ourselves...

Before the performance

All this picture taken by pro photographer one so very nice can see me among all of them right haha

My frens dancing...their dance was expertly n superbly done .. tat's why they got second why we got third due to lack of practice

For the party couldnt post more photo due to some rushing done by my fren haha( u know who u r)

Well future plans.. for this few more days in Kuching quite packed... but no choice... haiz...



Tomorrow wan go hav a hair cut at my cousin newly opened salon at Padungan ( for those who don know it is near to the cat statue) then last guzheng class so tomorrow hav to practice guzheng at home before going out... Hopefully nite can hav a dinner with my family with seafood don know why suddenly wan eat seafood although haven ask my parents yet



Friday CO got AGM going to join then after tat going for a late lunch with my russia fren n some other frens after tat nite time hopefully will be able to meet my primary frens then sat go co for a while n it's time to say goodbye to kuching haiz....

~Friends~

Friends is part of my life and hav added lots of spices to my life... sweet sour bitter spicy.... But sometimes i really don know wat friendship means to me.. wat are friends to me????

Since young at primary school due to my chidish attitude and even worse teachers pet + monitor authority i start to hav false frens... frens who jus wan to befriend me to avoid any kind of misfortune... n after graduating don hav much true frens... N this prevail on me to change... to change my bad attitude my prince like behaviour...

In secondary school, due to some small misunderstanding, i started a three years long cold war with my best frens... N we never talk for three years... N those time was the worst memory of my secondary life... I cried everyday in my room... Well u might say i'm a cry baby but i'm not afraid to admit it... Haha really childish hor??? haha...But before i transfer we manage to repair the damage done... Although the dark memory will still forever remain with me.

After tat when i transfer to my new school, i realise tat this is an golden opportunity for me to turn over a new leaf to start a new life... The first few weeks was unbearable... I was alone when i transfer although some of my classmates were very friendly n approach me first, they r still new to me... So sometime i still feel the loneliness the isolation.. Slowly i assimilated into 5I gang n get accepted... Well first time i feel the word friends..

Well i'm sure a lucky person as when i step in UCSI i had another gang of friends ,a new group of playful talkative happy-go-lucky buddy... They really make my study in UCSI colourful well let me use a quote from TK "It has been a great time to come across u all in my life Its a perfect piece in the puzzle of my memory " well with a bit amendment from me...

Not forgetting my frens from GRSS chinese orchetra... They r my comrades n will owes be hope all of them will never forget me n friends forever...

Well actually the purpose of this post is sometimes i jus get frustrated... I feel tat although i hav lots of wonderful frens... But i still don belong to any gang... I don hav much who i can call "si dang" ( best buddy) those who i can hang around with anytime with jus a call... but then i feel really empty sometimes...... Especially when i'm in Kuching. Well who can tell me why??? Do everyone need frens??? Why do we need friends???

Ok since i post this about frens... I wan to use this chance to thank my best fren Daniel... He has supported me through some of my darkest hour... Given me help selflessly.... Thank you Daniel.... Cya in UCSI

PS: Some of my frens not included in the photo... Wait other time hehe... TOO many very difficult to fit in haha

-TK- A lesson i learnt....

Well last nite daniel introduce me to TK's blog n i started reading his blog n realise a few things....

But wait.... Who's TK???

TK aka Teck Kiat but we prefer Tou Kou (Nutmeg- Penang famous jeruk) was our tourist guide in Penang... A fren of Poh Kaey initially but instantly he assimilated into our gang.. Time, energy, petrol were his main sacrifices for taking us all around penang with no groaning at all. So i wan to thanks him for all his relinquishment.

Well tat's all for the introduction... Actually why i write this post is i realised a few vital thing from reading his blog... I percieve tat wat i'm doing all my life is spendthrift, spending money without any care at all..... TK really hardworking earning money for his pocket money... He's really a independant person who works while studying which i never done before or never thought before. I never thought of taking a part time job to get my pocket money. I only latch on getting money from my personal ATM - my mum. I feel very guilty....

I have been given an opportunity tat i hav never dream about... A golden opportunity to study oversea with endless money available from my ATM... I should be really thankful n use every cent with utmost cautious... But instead i spend the money without any thought about it...

Suddenly i fear about not being able to go further my studies at UK... Well this have never been my dream but now after being given this opportunity goimg to UK is like a must in my life... Everyday in the newspaper news about slight inflation due to soaring petrol price makes me start to worry about my future. Will i be able to go UK???

I heard from one of my classmate our JPA officer warn us tat if our country faces economy storm, unstableness, we might not be able to fly to UK... This is not a joke n had become the worst fright of all the JPA scholars...

PLEASE let us fly!!!

MONEY IS THE BASIC OF ALL NECESSITIES. SO SPEND IT WISELY!!!

Penang Part 2

Well tat day lazy to post the photo tat we hav taken at Penang... So now some more to tell about our trip....

Taken in the bus jus after we reach Penang... haha a nice one... See siew leng she look fresh right cos she had a looong nap the whole journey...

Siew Leng n Poh Kaey ... Siew Leng lov taking picture...haha

Me N DANIEL haha beside a plant... I loook taller... hehe

Delectable Penang Hill Ice Kacang but quite expensive le... 3 sth if not mistaken

Taken by the reflection of the mirror in a lift... Cool? cannot see most of the face

I love this photo... taken before the starving crowd make a mess... haha

We celebrated Xin Yuan's birthday with healthy nutritious food n special automatic candle... haha

He insisted tat i take the photo of him with the tea set... Know why???

A glimpse of village life...

Posting for the pizza advertisement...

族魂2008

I dedicated my saturday to GRSSCO for the Zhu Hun performance at Kenyalang, one out of 16 days of my holiday.. But well i did enjoy myself. I miss GRSSCO a lot n finally i got an opportunity to play with my old frens of the orchestra.... Well it was quite disappointing as we got third for the performance moreover we won first last year.



But a bit 'bu gan yuan lo' cos they all, i mean all the GRSSCO members, really improve a lot both in their skills and also knowledge in music. If not because of lack of preparation we would hav won again... I must admit i'm really proud of u all (GRSSCO) U all rocks..... We will come back again with another more outstanding performance.... We will rock Zhu Hun next year... Hopefully i will hav another chance..


PS: Still waiting for the performance photo...

Memorable Penang Trip 2008

This is the very first time i went to Penang and all of us were very looking forward to it.. Yup we enjoyed it....


Well our trip/ adventure began with a long exhausting bus ride from Pudu, KL to Penang.... A rather longer than usual bus ride due to an unexpected never-before incident... We encounter with a young thief trying to steal stuff from the bus driver got caught and send to the police station... Tat's why our very first stop at Penang was the Police Station.



Well before tat we went across the magnificent breathtaking Penang Bridge... I didnt realise tat it was tat long... The view was indeed beautiful... We were as if driving across the sea without the bridge cos beside us was endless sea view...





Gurney Hotel well the hotel the experience (adapted from UCSI motto) Pure luxury is wat we lived in for two days... We had two rooms, jacuzzi, two bathrooms with sea view, a lounge at only RM 200 per night thanks to special rate obtained by Daniel's father.



While waiting for bus to Penang Hill, some of us became bored n take some 'artistic' picture.

At Bukit Bendera aka Penang Hill

In the cable car to the top

Picturesque View at the top of the hill

The five guys... Brothers forever....

Tou kou, Dan, Leng n Kaey with their grasshoppers

Well another 'artistic' photo. I must admit my frens really like to take pic a lot.

Me n tou kou aka TK , our tourist guide

At Jing Hui's grandma house, they prepared a feast for us.. Really thankful for them...

Well we really took lots of photo but then due to my house super slow connection... I'm calling it a day...